be c0oL..

UPSI give us a week for deepavali holidays...
I think I feel more pressure when I at Banting..
this is because I doesn't feel to do my assignment..
I just do a little bit just for "at least I do my assignment at home"..
I'm disspointed with myself..I wanna go back to TM as soon as possible..
my books and all my things at there..
to mr.F, I'm happy to know you.,I hope you will feel the same..
I try to be chill + co0l with all this..
I know something goods are waiting for me...=)))))))

yup..!!!!,

I miss him!!!, but I really hate this feelings!
when I miss someone. I will always keep thinking of him.,
what he doing?, that he in this feeling also or not?, did I act to much in this new friendship?, and
blah..blah..blah...
I was text him last night., but he didn't reply on that time., maybe he's working last night.,
the funny thing is... I think he reply my message by using template in the phone..!!!,
what the lazy fingers that he has..hahaaa.,he ask me to call him., but I'm sleeping on that time..
until now I'm not calling him..I'm waiting for him call me and message me!!!
seriously...I miss him, I miss to hear his voice, talk with him, share any story with him,
he just makes me comfortable while talking together..I hope for this time I will not lost him..

sweet dreams last night....

last night.,,I was chatting with him and finally I got his phone number..hehehehe
after that, I was asked by him for calling him because he doesn't have a credit for calling me..hahahaa..
he such a funny guy, he makes me smile and laugh together with the jokes, I still keep reminds on my mind what we are talked last night, he has a sense of humor that a guy need to to cheer up his partner..seriously, so far I enjoy with him.,I love to talk with him, I really hope he will not disspoint me..really hope that..pray for that..heheee

I'm just keep waiting of him..hehehheeee^^^^,,,,

I'm happy right now and I'm to excited to share something..eemm...,,,,,
he older than me, he matured while give an opinions, he's tall buy looking on his pictures, he have a nice look, he take care of me, he gave me a good advice, he makes me interest to know better about himself..and he makes me miss him????!!!!!!!...O.M.G...what is this??????,he said that he's single...it just a green light for us...huhuuuu....hopefully everything will be fine on this friendship..
u!!!!!!,
please online...
I'm just waiting for u right know.heheheee

c0oking.....

assalamualaikum...
yesterday was my turn for cooking...I was cooked gulai lemak ayam cili api..it was my first time cooked that dish..I'm not from N9..but my grandma was from there..before this I'm just take a looked when my mum cooked...when I have to cook that dish I'm just to scared...actually it was demand from ipin...but I'm not give it to him..sorry ipin..I just thought you was go to Langkawi...surprisely...I had a good comment from my housemates..!!!!heee, so thankful for that..it means a lot for me..TQ girls...I love u alls..after this, I will make it again..it just like a practice for me for get prepare for others stage for my life...
My Gulai Lemak Ayam Cili Api just look like this...heheheee^^,

jealous for no points !!!

I like him just the way he are...but I know who I am...he just likes another person...I do not know why I have this feelings towards him...before this.,I just ignore him nothing special about him that can attract me...but.,right know I just confuse with my feelings...maybe it just because I'm feel lonely...I have to realizes all this...I have to be cool with all this...someone will come to my life to chill me up again..just be patient dear...

before I get my sleep...

I'm just done my group presentation for EC(2)....

I noticed that lecture maybe doesn't like what we have done about that presentation..
as a team.,we had put so much effort on that assignment..but no compliment !!..huhuuuu...

a compliment that can we feel our works is a little bit of appreciate from lecturer......hhmmm.....

let pass be pass...I'm just too bored this night..life must go on..I want to find a friend to join me back to banting on next tuesday..I miss to drive a car~~~...I hope my friend will invite me to follow her back home by using her kembara....hopefully..huhuu~~~

dadaaa~~~~~,,,that all from me.,gd nite...have a nice dreams..

3 hours before EC class...

we had a long chat or comments about partner on fb...
it just like EC class will cancel for today...ahakkss....
we just though that last night preparation that we had until 2 a.m are good enough for today presentation..emmm(maybe)..
okey...enough!!!!!
It is the time for me to open my EC book...
until we meet again before I sleep tonight...daa~~~~
I hope everything will be ok in Ec today..
 

so blah..blah...blah...n blah~~~~~

I feeled so damn today...it just not as I imagine and I hope...from my first impression I knew that this will not be a long relationship...I noticed that he can't be the best for me...he not care about me at all !!!, he didn't reply my message on that time...the fact is...he's not suite to me at all !!!, I want to stop all this...I want to break with you AS SOON AS POSSIBLE..!!!!!,I want back to be a SINGLE!!!!!!!, even I feel quite lonely... I know that it is the best for me for this time...I'm ready for a new relationship...but he's not you...you just to bored for me...sorry~~~~.....I know that my friends is the best for me...they all are everything for me after my parents...elli, lia, ika, faz, muna and seha...TQ girls for being my BFF and also my best housemates...
P/S for me...just forget about all this...focus on your assignment especially on EC...keep prays because Allah knows about all this...I know you can face all this...you such a strong girl that full of patient..hee^^,

Many things happen just in one day....

I went to shopping!!!!!!!!....hahahahaaa...it just a best moment in my life..
I went to MId Valley with elli and seha.,there's a big SALE!!!!!!!!!.,
seha just crazy of branded things...elli just wanted a things in METROJAYA.,as you know Metrojaya is a place for rich people as elli to buy a branded things also.,I just bought a simple things..just follow as my budget...heheee, it's wonderful if using a debit card...I just enjoy with my bff...I hope we will shopping together again...
on the way to back home...I just heard a bad news from my rent house...they told me the big fight just happened at our house...I can't said anything about that anymore...I just hope everything will be fine as soon as possible

he's a new guy...

a new guy..and maybe not my special boyfriend yet..but, going for that..heee=D
we're in a same universities..but we have never meet..i known him from facebook...
actually i know him from PLKN but i couldn't remind about him...from the default picture on facebook...
he looks nice...my friend said he has a chinese looks???...emmm,,,,maybe...just first impression for that...
he came to my life in a right time...i hope if this my new relationship i hope i will not crestfallen again...
message for him..."can you call me or make a long sentences while massaging"....heheee...
i'm just hoping and maybe dreaming...

I REALLY LOVED LAST NIGHT EVENT...!!!!!

assalakualaikum......
I'm in a good mood..!!!!!!
.
I just wanna keep this smile...
last 2 days I really had a nightmare...I just too bored with him..
a guy that love to lives in full of liars..good job man..you just shown to me who's the real you...
aaaahhhh........!!!!!!,just forget him...it just a bored story if I wrote at here..
about the last night...
it just a good event...I love to be a part of that event...I really enjoyed myself at there...a lot of pictures...and a lot of memories there...it makes me forgot about my problems...even you doesn't have a special boyfriend...but you still have a great, great, great and great GirlFriends!!!!!!!,
there are averything to you after your parents...just choose a good friends that can lead you in any situations...
everobody in a good dress, had a nice makeup, big smile on their face, it just gorgeous babe!!!!!, and...last but not least...congratulation to SUHAILI ZULMAHDI...!!!!!!!!!!, I'm proud to be your friends...keep up a good job girl!! ;)

your name on the slide Elli....!!!!!

My Best Housemates....
before dinner....
P/s....love yourself before you somebody...

motorcycle.....???????

assalamualaikum......

today is such a happy today for me...=D
before that....
I felt sad on my last class today...I felt sad until wanted to cry...
I'm just to afraid on that class...I'm not calm to know what will happen on that class..
so many works that need to do...and so many rules...
but., who am I to avoids all that..as long as I am a student..
I have to obey all that rules...
enough for sad moment...!!!!
we go back to the most happy moment for today...heee^^,
I learn something new today...!!!!!
I already known how to drive a motorcyle...
I'm just to surprise that drive a motorcycle is more easier than drive a car...
I'm just to proud for myself  I just take maybe less than 20 minutes to learn about that...
thank you so much to rafiz and elli because you all help me a lot about that motocycle...
that's all for today...until we meet again next time...daa~~~~...take care...=)

picnic & problem...?????????

assalamualaikum to all the readers...
(there are readers here????...heee)
last week i went to sg. samak with ikah n elli...

and this week i go with ikah, lia n faz...
i really enjoy with you all..there are not many people on that time..

just 4 of us.,so....we can free hair!!!!,heeee
we go at 10 o'clock and back home on 12.10 o'clock..
2 hours we spent our time take a bath..hahahahaa

the water are so cold, a lot of stone, and maybe a mosquito also...huhuuuu

what the important is...i can forgot about my problem for a while...

i want to stop thinking about that...but, i know i'm not strong enough yet..

i need someone to listen about my story about my feelings about my opinion.,

TQ elli because you understand me..you can spent your time in any situation to me..Tq dear..
i'm person that full of love and also a sensitive girl...mybe because i was learned from my mistakes..

when i love someone..i wanted your comitment in a serious relationsip...but it just a hope..i know who i am..

just be patient...God knows about that...follow your heart but not emotions...don't forget to pray, pray n pray...focus on what you're doing...I'Allah...happiness will be yours...